At some point, I probably will try. Even now you mentioned possible issues caused by your connection to the nexus. I'm certainly not you, and I don't know if I could handle battling demons and monsters, alongside international threats as I get older. The last thing I want to have happen, is to die and leave the world unprotected because of me. I shouldn't shift the burden to someone else, and if I can prevent the situation, then I'll do whatever it takes.

However, if the Nexus keeps drawing me back involuntarily, and things keep happening here, then I'll have no choice in the matter.