If you find you absolutely need me in some way to work this out, I'm willing, but consider it a last resort. You can mention me, of course, but I suspect he won't be any more eager to see me than I am to see him.
I do think that my contact with the Nexus is influencing my world, and I'm not happy about it, but I have a feeling the damage is done by now.

Does this mean you forsee a time you'll cut off your own access to the nexus?